I think I prefer teasing myself more than cumming

What I mean is id be in my room half naked with my dih out and some audio is playing in my earphones and i contribute with my moaning and some whimpers here and there and small talk and pinching my nipples for hourssssss but I have soo much cum in my balls so I precum a lottt and half of the time my undies are wet if I have underwear on and hump my bed ouuu that feeling replaying in my head makes me feral mhmmm