21 [F4M] gamer girl looking for the right one

Basically, I’ve been going through the aftermath of getting attached to someone who didn’t feel the same way about me. It’s been painful because I had never experienced that kind of attachment before, but I’m not looking for someone to “replace” him or to be a cure for it. I’m just trying to meet someone new and see if I can find that kind of connection with someone who actually feels the same way.

I’m demisexual, so looks honestly don’t matter to me. I actually prefer not to see what you look like at first. I’m not into superficial guys at all, and I’d really like to meet someone who has the same mindset. I care much more about your personality, how you treat me, how comfortable I feel around you, and the chemistry we have.

For me, voice is a big part of that chemistry. It’s not that I’m looking for a boyfriend ONLY if I like his voice lol. It’s just one of the first things that can make me feel someone’s vibe and feel connected to their personality..

I’ve always had a thing for Americans and Canadians. I’ve liked guys from the US/Canada since I was little, so I’d genuinely love to meet someone from there. I’m from Spain, btw.

I also really want someone who enjoys gaming. I play Fortnite a lot, and I’d love someone who enjoys watching me stream my games, playing together, watching YouTube videos while we laugh at stupid stuff, or even just staying in a call while we do our own things. I actually love sleeping on call too — just having someone there, talking until we fall asleep or simply staying connected while we sleep (I love sleepy calls)

I’ve also learned something important about myself. Sometimes I’ve done s3xual things I didn’t actually want to do because I was afraid that if I said no or stopped, the guy would leave. I realized that I don’t want to do that anymore. If someone leaves just because I won’t do something sexual for them, then they probably weren’t genuinely interested in me in the first place. I’d rather have someone stay because they actually likes me, not because of what I’m willing to do sexually.

I’m demisexual, so emotional connection comes first for me. I don’t really work with someone who immediately focuses on sexuality without getting to know me first. I want to feel connected, comfortable and genuinely understood.

My personality is a little complicated 😂. I don’t like guys telling me how I should act or trying to change my personality. I’m myself. If you don’t like that, that’s okay, just go away lol. I love joking around and laughing all the time, and I love being expressive. In the past, I felt like I had to pretend or tone myself down to please the guys I liked, and I don’t want that anymore.

I want someone who can validate my feelings instead of making me feel annoying for expressing them. I can be laughing and being chaotic all day, but when something is serious, I’ll listen to you and take you seriously — and I want the same from you.

I’m not looking for someone to fix me or replace anyone. I just want to find someone whose personality, voice, energy and way of treating me naturally make me think: “yeah, I want to know this person.”

If you think you can touch my soul before my sexuality, text me.