Struggling

Today’s like just another day. Alone, if it wasn’t for the local coffee shop, I wouldn’t speak to a single person all day. I DoorDash so I have a reason to be out in public. I just finished writing my first book, trying to relaunch my business in a new area and just finished my first article on social impacts of AI. I feel like I have a lot to offer as a friend and as a partner but I am always alone. I know I’m decent looking and stay in shape since I don’t have a social life. Doesn’t matter what I do, I smile, strike up conversations with strangers all the time, be friendly and still not one relationship. I don’t get it. Thanks for letting me vent. Just terribly lonely.