RELAPSED AGAIN [Self Reflection]

Yet again I relapsed after just 3 days. One day, I think that I'm going to do it this time, the next day it crumbles. However, every time I relapse, I feel like I learn a little more about myself.

I lack the focus to spend my days without thinking about the challenge. One of the problems is that I think about it all the time. About how I'm holding my urges, how I gonna last this time.

I have to focus on something different. Games, work, nature, anything else. To do this I'm gonna have to revise my days. So I'll be back tomorrow with a new plan, a new angle. To finally beat this challenge.