Swear im not a chaser and this is new account

I feel like shit, want nothing in life considering just not transitioning and rotting away. I hate school, jobs, money i just want eternal summer where i lay around and do nohing. Literally every outcome i can have in my life will bore me. Just wish i was rich so i could just do nothing and not worry.

Pm me if you wanna talk i cant sleep and feel awful we can rant to each other and never talk again