Self realisation

So I am currently in college aur kuch din mei dandiya hoga. So like every college people were finding their partners and mai bhi khoj hi rha hu apna.

But I didnt thought ki i would be so disappointed. Like almost all of them ghosted me after asking my insta😭😭😭😭.

Mai pehle sochta tha ki mai thk dikhta hu, now i think am ugly af🥀🥀. Pata nhi galti kaha ho rhi h.

I have had zero female interaction in my entire life and it seems that it will stay that way only😭🙃.

I am completely depressed right nowww😞😞.

I dont think now that i will even make a female friend and it will stay that way for a long long time.

Dude why my life is so haaaaaard😭😭😭😭. There is not one single thing in my past that is nostalgic 🥀🥀 or i can reminisce about.

Thanks for listening to my dukhra.