Broke his Xbox

I got upset after years of dealing with what I perceive as harassment, abuse, and isolation. My sister's boyfriend lives here, and they just take advantage of me, steal from me, and bully me. I pay rent out of my disability because, screw me, that's why. I try to be nice and help others, but clearly, they don't want to help me. I've given them money and food, but they always forget about me.

My mom just makes me buy what she needs and makes no effort. I know she's chronically ill/depressed, but she doesn't care about my concerns or try to help me in any real way. I told her about the theft and how he treats me, but she doesn't do anything about it. Other than saying, "What do you want me to do?" He isn't even on the lease, and it's government housing. I wouldn't even mind if he'd just left me alone

She gaslights me, trying to blame others for the theft, like their friends. I went into their room and yes, I saw things that were mine. I've had money missing. I even put a lock on my door, but I must have still been caught lacking because I still got something stolen. Mind you, I've given them money because I'm not selfish and don't have a problem helping out. Just for people to steal behind my back.

He cheats on my sister, he's lazy, entitled, and lies about me behind my back, and who knows what else. No one asks if I want to hang out, if I want food, if I need something, if I'm upset. I can't even get a ride to my medical appointments because no one has a car and I have no friends. I just isolate myself because being social isn't working. I feel like they want to ruin my reputation and sabotage me.

What triggered it is nobody asked me if I wanted to go to her friend's child's birthday party. Mind you, my sister has reported them to CPS and animal welfare. She claims that her brother is a predator/rapist. Oh, so you associate with them but won't even talk to me. Must be for the weed. A guy I wanted to hang out with was there and didn't want to hang out either, like he wants nothing to do with me.

Every guy I've been with is a creep and was abusive. It seems like no one will accept me. I'm tired. So I went into my sister's room and smashed the Xbox with a bat , broke the controller , wrote a bunch of stuff on the wall with lipstick , destroyed love letters on the wall yada yada. I know it's not a good idea but I give up. I have so much repressed anger , it felt good. I never want to talk to my family again. I just want to get away. I know it's not "good". They can pay the rent themselves. I'm out.

My sister has done similar things as well like going to the mental hospital and threatening to kill her boyfriends mom so I guess we're all mentally ill up in here. Oh well.

Lemme guess this post is "against the rules"smh