Has anyone else ever noticed what happens to your own energy when someone has passed away?

They don't have to be close to you, they don't have to be a relative, you may not even know them and it's like all of a sudden you have found a new energy source?

Sometimes I feel extremely ill and for instance there had been a motorcycle crash - a few days later I felt like my old self again with a new found energy source.

Then a month goes by and I start to feel ill and then someone passes away and boom, new energy.. Sometimes it's different energy, but every time it feels like I'm no longer ill.

I may not be on the right sub.

I'm just curious.