Shopping advice

Hey, so I’m looking for some advice after struggling with identity for so long… I’ve been on and off for years with my feminine side but never managed to fully commit without feeling bad/guilty. I want to do things right and take the right steps but feel unsure about shopping for clothes in public. I’ve shopped before on Amazon which is a good safe way and doesn’t feel weird. Having had an identity crisis and removing all feminine things from my life I wondered if anyone has any good recommendations on clothing, items or anything in general which is good quality or just looks cute?