Struggling

I've been struggling and failing lately. Need some motivation! I'm 32 and have been diagnosed for the last couple of years. I started at a 9 something and I'm now at 6.3 and stagnant. I'm on metformin and ozempic. and Ive been horrible sticking to my diet. I'm just sick of eating the same things all the time and restricting and taking blood levels over and over. I feel discouraged and stuck, I eat crap I know I'm not supposed to and then spike but ignore it. has anyone else felt like this? Maybe I just need some new food ideas. help?