Just a random post.

I've slowly been growing insane.

I haven't been able to trust anyone in the past few years and I haven't been able to trust myself neither.

I feel completely isolated and alone, broken away from any kind of meaningful connection and I'm -desperate for relief of the sorrow I carry because of it. I have not been able to feel joy in years, I haven't been able to sleep without meds for years..

I miss my old self so much, I wish I would have stuck up more for myself in the past, maybe things just wouldn't have been like this for me now.

I'm really tired.