Just Sinking

I lost my Dad 3 years ago, he was my person. My Mom died 5 weeks ago, she was the person I promised my Dad that I would take care of and I did. I loved her but it is complex and a lot of resentment. I had put stock in moving forward to become a Grandma in a few months and this precious baby was born still on Labor Day.

I’m in my 50’s and have lost so many people already. I’m so sad and I do not have much going for me in this sea without a life vest. I am doing my best to support my son and his wife without being overbearing. I’m sick of my job and just frankly tired of getting up. How does one do this every damn day?