God why do I feel like this? when will the pain go away

It has been a week when she broke up.

I have been crying 4-5 hrs a day tab se

Earlier she was just ignoring my text but yesterday I found out that she blocked me

My heart pains, my head hurts, I wanna ease this pain?? What should I do?

Someone I considered the love of my life, and talked about marriage and BS, she went away like anythinggg.

One day before, she was asking about the time she needs to tell her father about me, and another day, she is just wushhhh.

I wanna KMS for the pain - for how easy it is for her to stay away from me.

2 more weeks and then it will be 21 days, and she will forget me,. cz 21 days kisi ki bhi adat ko bhulme me right?

How to ease the pain godddddd.