Awakening

So I had a bad acid trip about two years ago since then I started having derealization and dissociation and then on top of that I had a god damn awakening. I legit thought I went batshit crazy. I didn’t know what was real or fake and I thought at one point I died during that trip and I woke up in hell shit honestly I might’ve. I thought the other stuff was bad but the awakening was the worst. I literally had to change everything about myself, I lost friends, family, a career. I realized the things I was doing and the people I was surrounding myself didn’t align with me anymore. Then I had to face the one truth I didn’t want to that I hate being alone and the only way you can face that is to be alone. So I did and then I started seeing the fucked up shit in the world and I got angry. Idk it’s gotten better, I stopped having derealization so much, but I still feel insane. I can’t talk to anybody about this every-time I tried they look at me like I have two heads. I know I’m not the only one who deals with this obviously I see it on here and I see videos of others who go through the same but it doesn’t really help it’s just like yeah we’re all just trying to figure it tf out too. My main question is has anyone got on the other side of it? Does it eventually just become normal or are we all just stuck?