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i like being a guy, but i like crossdressing too, the idea of being a woman gives me alot of comfort but i also like being a guy this is so weird. Like, I'd want to dress up in makeup in my room but my mom is very religious . . my girlfriend teases me sometimes about if i was a girl and it doesn't help haha, anytime i crossdress into more feminine clothing, it makes me feel, comfortable?? but i also like being a guy too . . . this is all so confusing :-: