I really need help

I think I am getting hitted have inplants organs and idk what country or people or organizations can help me abused raped and othet terrible things on the internet by big brother that's is nicknamed and and this octomom / phenomenon thing killing me idk what to do i really need help look up sorry mom ncs and phenomenon ncs everyone can read my mind also and predicted my and want to kill me reason idk , idk why they dont let me go to prision

Because of my crime when I was 3 everyone wanted to kill me becaue of that I dont know why can save me ....