I've lost everything, and I feel happy

So. Julie got married and her husband had asked her to cut me off so she did in a phone call. She didn't even fight for me. I would fight the world for her and she didn't even. At the end I realised I was nothing but a tool for her, an ATM. When I refused, I had no purpose anymore so she removed me.

She texted, "Now I wanna close my chapter from your life forever". Wow! All those years of caring for her and she just kicked me out. I got played. I got scammed.

Kaushiki was still better than Julie, she said it upfront that she cannot have me in her life. I lost Savita. I lost the job, my mental health.

You knew I was in a terrible shape after Kaushiki yet you chose to do this, shows you didn't care. I cared so much for both and both of them showed me their true faces. I never thought Julie would do this to me, she did.

At least I'm glad that I will not be used anymore.