To HWI

It’s been over 10 years since I last saw you.
When we broke up for the last time and I told you it was because your character wasn’t good enough. Really that meant you weren’t Christian enough and I had found someone who was. I was so wrong. Not because you were or weren’t “Christian enough” or the next guy was better than you in some way. It’s that you were always wonderful exactly the way you were. I didn’t realize how much I actually loved and cared about you until it was far too late. That wasn’t my only fault in our relationship, I was awful many times before that in ways I didn’t understand back then. But you have been weighing on my conscious for many years now, and maybe this is my attempt to free myself from my own guilt as you will probably never see this. I’m sorry I couldn’t love you the way you deserved to be loved. I hope you are having a life full of love and happiness.