[F4A] Your Nosiness Leads You to a Guide on How to Break Me!

I needed somewhere to live for my last year of studies, and all my friends had moved across the country since I was a year behind them. The search was really taking it out of me; houses of pre-established friend groups or girls who weren't comfortable living with a guy, or the perfect living arrangements that were too far from town for me. Then I came across your post. It was perfect! A two-person house right in the centre of the city, that was super nice, and the rent was somehow not that bad either! We met up for coffee and I was in soon after that; we were in a very similar situation to each other.

Things had been chilled out for the first few weeks as we settled in, so chilled out in fact that I'd forgotten to lock my PC as I left for my first classes of the year, despite the very risqué contents of the pages I had left open. I'd even left the door open. What you stumbled upon was effectively the keys to my heart and soul. It wasn't something funny but expected like a porn collection or a book of links to erotica, it was my own tailor-written explanation of how I wanted to be dominated.

It detailed as follows, in slightly horny text-scrawl:

• ⁠Ultimately my kinks and cravings boil down to an obsession with power dynamics. I love everything about them, from how they form, emerging slowly and casually, to how they formalise; with rules, titles and rituals, and to how they evolve over time.
• ⁠I love being the submissive one. Feeling as though I am being manipulated and strung along to follow the whims and agenda of a smarter, hotter and more powerful person than myself. Being studied and tested to see how I respond to different uh stimuli... being conditioned, for my own betterment or for my own corruption into getting worse and worse
• ⁠I love a creative domme. Someone who not only will have me do or say things I've never thought about before, but will make me love doing them. And I love that feeling of the whys of it all being above board too; not only not knowing what they may do to me next, but also not knowing what it'll be in aid of either.
• ⁠I love the casual expression of power; a girl knowing I'll gladly do her laundry without complaint, and abusing that knowledge to well... get her laundry done and fulfil a desire to dominate me at the same time; for example. Dipping in and out of extremely humiliating conversation or commands on a whim to mess with my head. The tension of it all.
• ⁠I also love rules, ritual, routine and the very much less casual elements of it too, but those have to be built up to, and feel as though they mean something.

You also found a very detailed kinklist. (Which you can find at the bottom of the post!)

The keys to my horny, horny heart have been bared to You, my new room-mate. All that's left for you to decide is how you're going to go about abusing that knowledge for your own sadistic whims.

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I hope I've made the basics of the premise clear here, but there's a few other big points I ought to bring up before I dump my kinks and limits and ask nicely for DMs:

1. ⁠I want this to be a SLOW, slow burn. This is not a situation where you reveal all that you know and have me kiss your feet that instant, not at all. I want you and your character to use your newfound knowledge to incrementally push your luck each day, each evening. Slowly seeing what you can get away with, but never coming out with it openly, at least not for a long while. I want things to be sexually tense, and I want my character to not put together that you've read his little kink-diary potentially ever.
2. ⁠I'd like you to suspend your disbelief for the little bit of porn logic that is that my character genuinely accidentally left those tabs open, since I was to enjoy playing him as questioning, weirded-out and cautiously optimistic as I can, as the slow burn well, burns. I want it never questioned by the narrative that it wasn't an accident, and I want the embarrassment to keep either of us from openly airing it out.
3. ⁠Although I have no preference as to your own gender, I'd highly prefer your character to be female; and my character will have a dick and balls ! Aside from that though, all aspects of your character are up to you to decide, her name, style of dress, body-type, hair colour. Go crazy! Everything should be realistic though, I can't go in for unrealistic proportions or anything of that sort.

If you made it down here, mention the word “apples” <33

Now those are out of the way:

Kinks (Not an exhaustive list by any means, if it's not a stated limit go for it!): Power and Power Dynamics and any way they may be expressed; Evolving Dynamics and relationships between characters; Role Reversals; Humiliation; Degradation; Feminine Clothing and detailed descriptions of outfits, as well as clothing control to a humiliating effect (This includes being made to wear feminine clothing!; Obsessing/being made to obsess over female clothing; Preferences and tastes being molded and changed by a partner; Invasive questions; Body, Clothing and Possession Worship; Teasing and Sexual Tension; Forced or Coerced Housework or Labour; Manipulation; Denial and Chastity; Cucking, Cuckqueaning and NTR; Spit and Cum; Fem and Findom; Feet, Shoes and Socks; Physical and Psychological Abuse, and general Masochism and Sadism.

Limits: Scat, Vomit, Furry, Beast, Excessive Feminisation/Any Mention of "Sissy" Stuff, and Unrealistic Character Proportions

If anything about this interests you at all, shoot me a DM here!