I've always been a person very attached to the past. What it was and how it was the past, and especially what I felt. The landscape, the climate and the colors of the sky remind me of golden ages. But music is the best way to access this world. Songs that I listened to in the past, when they are heard now, bring exactly the same feeling I had at that time, be it a good or bad time. By discovering new songs and being focused on the present, if the moment is good, it naturally becomes a potential nostalgic future. I create playlists based on times: I have one from when I was preparing for Halloween 2024 that was fantastic, from when I went to a barbecue and met my current wife, and countless other playlists. But I can create a playlist for specific situations, such as for the gym or for driving.

Cloudy days are unusual around here, but whenever the sky turns gray, I remember Harry Potter. I don't like fantasy, but Harry Potter is the only fantasy work I'm attached to. I played with my Harry Potter friends (Hermione is my favorite character) and coincided when the weather was cloudy.

But not everything was good.

I wouldn't go back to the good times, because each moment was unique and repeating it would only ruin the first experience. But I really wanted to go back in time to fix the past and to fix who I am today. If I came back with today's knowledge, I would have done everything differently: I would study more, I would be more organized and healthier. I had to learn to be all this nowadays, alone, because I was not properly instructed and the lack of knowledge made me a reckless person. I was very neglected. But my parents weren't bad people, they did what they could. I would also have been more flexible with people and in my relationships. I could have gone out more, had fun, enjoyed the moment more, had a boyfriend... I let shyness take over my life at the time. F\*ck, I've been to emo, I was just embarrassed.

Lately, I've been focusing more on daydreaming myself by fixing these countless bad moments by doing everything differently. I believe I've been like this for almost two years. I'm currently 27 years old.

Is it possible to type?