I actually set a two hour timer and forced myself to edge the whole time

19 and last night i decided to try something stricter. put a two hour timer on my phone, started slow with the usual porn, and told myself i wasnt allowed to finish no matter what until the timer went off.

every time i got close i had to stop completely and just sit there breathing until the feeling dropped enough to start again. around the forty minute mark my legs started shaking on their own. by the hour mark i was soaked and kind of spaced out.

the last thirty minutes were the hardest. i kept almost slipping and having to yank my hand away. when the timer finally went off i just stared at it for a second and then forced myself to stop without finishing. laid there throbbing and kind of high for a while after.

woke up this morning still sensitive. already thinking about doing a longer timer next time.