A person I've been talking to online for a year turns out to not be attractive to me at all.

This is a thing that I'm sure quite a few people will relate to.

So, to start off, we're both from the same, pretty small country in the south of Europe. I've been chatting with this person for quite a while, around a year or so. A face reveal didn't cross neither of us until recently. They dropped their face reveal onto me while I was sleeping and I opened it right as I woke up.

They're a person that I talk(ed) to on the daily, we share a lot of stuff in common, and we're pretty close, they helped me through a lot of stuff.

The problem is that I don't really find them attractive.. I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around it... It's still laying in my mind, even right now. It happened around three days ago and I haven't been able to view our chat since. I'm sure that they've been trying to reach me, but I just.. Can't face them.

I feel betrayed. I feel cheated.. It hurts so fucking much