Im losing faith in God and i dont know what to do.

Ad the title says, im losing faith in God, over the past few months, my faith has been, not the best I guess. Some days I feel really close and connected with Him, but other days I feel like God doesnt exist. However, over the past few weeks, it seems like its gotten worse? I feel like ive drifted far away from Him like litrelly no faith. I still pray, i still go to church but, it feels empty.

Now, the reason ive been feeling like he doesnt is becaus eof what my partner goes through. We both are in a long distance relationship so i dont know how to help her. She, has went through alot. SA, grape, abuse, and so on. Unfortunately, not the first time either. Ive been trying to find ways to help her, but sadly The country shes in is pretty corrupt, so reporting would just be pretty much useless. So the thing is, ive prayed to God, to keep this one guy away from her, like I prayed every single day so that he wont get near her, every. Single. Day. However, yesterday it just, yea. I tried to trust in the Lord, just like everyone said, to trust in Him and to not worry. It did help, I believed he'll keep her safe, just hoping and well, yesterday I just felt like all that prayer and hopes were for nothing. Like I was hoping it wont happen but it did. Im not sure what to do anymore, I wanna help her and well I still do pray but it doesnt feel as close? Im not sure how to explain.

Ive been struggling with my faith for quite a while now, I never really told alot of people because, I was afraid of what they'll say and think about it. But yea, these kinda things happening to her just, makes me question everything. Will God help us find a way out? Does he really exist?. I honestly feel like a jerk and like a big sinner, sometimes I avoid him but eventually at end of the day, I just go back to praying to Him. Im also not sure how toe explain but, my relationship with him isnt the best. Ive drifted away from Him multiple times but eventually I got back but this time, im not so sure i honestly couldnt hold it in anymore. I feel like im betraying him, or like just using him? Im not sure how to phrase it. I feel burnt out as well.

Well thank you for reading my post, I just dont know what to feel or think anymore