I feel trapped.

Hey. This is Over-Gap's alt here.

This isn't related to idrp but

I feel trapped. Like watching my life through a window

I take all this medication daily to help with my mental illnesses and I feel nothing. If anything i feel worse.

I go to school and cry and cry silently at my desk and no one bats an eye.

I try acting on these crazy impulsive thoughts in hopes anything will change but are too weak to actually do them.

I go to therapy every month but are too scared of change to bring anything important up.

I'm a prisoner in my own body.