Heya girlies, I'm fucking exhausted and need somewhere to rant. It's been a month of utter chaos after a year of life being tough.

My grans sick and in the hospital, it feels like bad news everyday. She has been hospitalised with delirium and keeps trying to elope from the ward.  she is a dementia patient with heart failure and my family member and I have been caring for her for almost 7 years now. We are burnt out and tired. We got a call yesterday to say she now has COVID 😮‍💨 I just want her to be okay

My darling pup who is 13 is unwell and I have been nursing her for the last few weeks. Things are getting better but I have been unable to sleep more than 2-3 hours a night due to insomnia/stress and her waking me up at a constant rate.

My partner is struggling too and it's hard as I feel like we are these two voids of pain and stress trying to help each other but it's so tough.

The town I live in is full of crackheads who on the daily basis make leaving the house uncomfortable and after 6/7 pm it's dangerous to leave my home alone.

I woke up this morning at 5 to my dog stamping around my bedroom (I know she can't help it) this caused me to have a panic attack and cry for a good two hours. Calmed myself down and then at 7.30 some steel company decided it was okay to start bashing around and moving heavy machinery outside my bedroom window.

I was so upset I went out to see what company it was and the guy just started shouting at me..

I'm fucking done. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm so overwhelmed. My meds have stopped working for my insomnia too

I need a hug 

Picture is golden paste I made for my girl to help her heal quicker

So tired (rant)