The environment here is making me work twice as hard for NDA 1 2027

It's only been 2 months since I joined college but honestly it feels much longer

After school I took admission in DIT thinking I was making the right decision Everyone says having a college as a backup is the smart thing to do ..so I went along with it..But these two months have made me question everything

I don't know if anyone else has felt this but I just don't feel like I belong here Every morning feels the same I go through the day, come back, and wonder if this is really how I want to spend the next few years of my life College was supposed to be exciting, a new chapter but for me it has felt empty from the very beginning

Maybe DIT works for others, and I respect that but personally, I've been disappointed Instead of finding my place I feel more lost than ever

The only thing keeping me going right now is NDA 1 2027

At this point it isn't just an exam for me It's hope It's the light at the end of a tunnel I never expected to be stuck in Some days it genuinely feels like NDA is the only key out of this prison of my own decisions

The strange thing is that this environment isn't breaking my dream it is strengthening it. Every day I spend here reminds me why I have to make it. Why I can't afford to give up. Why I have to give everything I have to NDA.

Maybe joining this college was a mistake. Maybe it wasn't. But one thing I know for sure is that this experience has made me realize how badly I want that olive green uniform and that life.

Has anyone else felt this way after joining college? Did things get better with time or did that feeling push you even harder towards NDA?

I'd really like to hear from people who have been through something similar