Fukcing Up all Quizes

Fucked up 2nd maths tut quiz as well

Idk I studied hard this time but still I messed up

I was already av-6 in tut 1 and now I would be like av-10 after tut 2

This time I studied too but idk what happened

And the worst part I am in group A so it is hella competitive its tough to manage anything here.

I feel depressed and lonely despite having many friends

My friends are doing exceptionally great somehow but here I am studying as same as them still fucking up

MCN is a necessity to me considering my family state and that seems far from what I am now.

I have midsems next week but I am so demotivated and overwhelmed by the competition now that I dont wanna do it anymore.

No subject is going good for me

EEE- I missed one lab got -3.5 for that

M1- Fucked up quiz 1 8/20 and quiz 2 expected 10/20

Edp- Got 17 in autocad eval(subject av is very very high)

Cs-Abhi tk kuch hua nhi hai iska lekin isme bhi meko smjh nhi arha cuz coding is new for me .

seniors what can I do now

~26' EEE Bitsp