Xanax/oxy/benedryl

Couldn’t even tell you how much I took. Too exhausted from living after being in such severe pain from a car accident a couple months ago and then my boyfriend died 3 months ago. I broke both of my feet my sacrum (where your spine meets your hips) I just can’t handle it anymore. I took a bunch of shit and then woke up, I used almost all my stash and my guy is 2 1/2 hour drive. I have no idea how I’m alive