I Knew He Was Married

Okay so yes I knew he was married 😭 We work together. I saw the ring, knew about his wife, all that. But this man is fine as FUCK and we were always flirting.

He asked for my number and I was hesitant like aren't you married?? This mf just smiled 😭 I told him I'm not trying to be involved in no marriage drama and he said he'd only text me when she wasn't around. I should've said no but I gave him my number anyway 🤦🏽‍♀️

We started texting on the low and eventually the flirting got wayyy past innocent. One night I'm laying in bed horny asf and text him "you alone?" He says "yeah she's at her sister's."

That was apparently all I needed to hear 😭 I sent him some pictures and a few messages later I'm asking "how soon can you get here?"

"omw send your location"

I SENT IT 😭

And immediately I'm like girl wtf are you doing??? That's somebody's HUSBAND. But he so fine 😭 I'm literally arguing with myself while standing there in my oversized tshirt, panties and bonnet.

Tell him never mind.

But I'm horny.

Girl that's somebody's HUSBAND.

Okay but I just want him once 😭

Meanwhile I'm throwing some perfume on so clearly my actions had already made the decision for me lmao.

Then he texts "I'm outside"

Oh fuck.

I opened the door and there wasn't no sitting around pretending we were about to watch Netflix. We both knew why he was there.

Soon as shit started happening I got nervous as FUCK. My heart was beating crazy and I'm still thinking girl...you can still stop this.

I didn't 😭

After he left I definitely had that damn...I really just slept with somebody's husband moment. I felt bad for his wife. I really did.

But eventually I'm like we're both grown, we both wanted it and he made his own decision 🤷🏽‍♀️ Was that a good excuse? Probably not lol but apparently it worked because when he hit me up again...

I answered 😭

And just once eventually became a regular thing.

I really told myself I just needed to have him once and get it out of my system.

Yeah that was bullshit 😭