Dwwwwww

I didn’t do whatever everyone thought I was gonna do😒
I didn’t relapse. 🫩
I just thought about it.😒
I want to more than anything🫩
Like I literally just wanna take a ride w my buddy
And then lock myself in my apartment all weekend
Just because I know none of my cousins or coaches will bang on my door
And I honestly think I might just do that because I know I can get away with the bare minimum of my presence and say that I wasn’t feeling good..
no one will miss me anyway
People say I’m important but I’m being cut out the scenes of life more and more each day
I’m not important
I’ve been slowly replaced since a kid
I’m not worth shit to anyone.