Why is God not helping me?

For the past idk how many years Im praying to find a soulmate, other than that my life was pretty much sorted out.
But God was placing me in worse and worse each year… And from now on I got into fight with my father and got kicked out of family business.
Im 32 pretty much jobless, hopeless and now have to start my life all over again God knows where.

Why is he making my life miserable? I should just end this bs.