Tips for a yn

I’m 16 about to be 17 and fake don’t know do what to do long term. I just got got back from the C after 9 months for an A beat ts and rn my life serving, bagging, spinning, and niggas stuck in that loop. I ain’t trying get no job cause my face card messed up. after being shot on two different occasions I fake was thinking about just getting some cheese and getting df away from the dmv but i don’t know shit besides it all my family here my kid here and if I can’t run up enough cheese for all the men to get out I ain’t trying go. and my bm locked up for a whole B rn so I can even just dip on my lil man like that shit just be wicked