How this change hasn’t woken everyone up is beyond me!!

I’m PIMO since the beginning of the year. But all my family is still PIMI. This blood doctrine has very personally affected our lives. Our boy needed blood as a newborn and we “faithfully” said no. Along with the HLC right by your side to make sure you don’t have a moment
Of weakness. We are so lucky our son came out healthy and ok. But it very much could have been different and that thought makes me sick to my stomach. How indoctrinated I was to think I was doing the right thing.
When this change dropped I had so much emotion inside of me I went into a panic attack. This is it I thought. This is what will wake up my husband and family. We might all be able to get out of this alive!!
But no. The way the pimis have swallowed this is absolutely insane.
“It’s always been a conscious matter”
“Well it’s from Jehovah so we just need to trust it “
“The light gets brighter”
“Those that died for this will be resurrected so it’s fine”
“They are just imperfect men”
“Jehovah must have his reasons”

My husband is probably the closest to PIMQ as he sees all my points and agrees but still strongly believes this is “the truth” and “where else would we go?”

I feel like ripping my hair out! Like I’m screaming at everyone to wake up and no matter what they won’t! What would it take??!!!!! And I’ve obviously expressed too much to family because now I’m getting links to articles about “how the faithful and discrete slave work” and what a beautiful text coming up on October 1st all about obeying even if we disagree! And they are “praying for me to have peace and not to loose the truth over this”
I am so done!