Tired if it.

I have been no contact with my mother for a few months now. Ive posted about her here before, but she is mentally ill, believes that she is psychic, that i am spiritually a demon and not actually her child.

Shes also chronically homeless and a hoarder, which often leads to her homelessness. My siblings will not take her in anymore because she hoards literal garbage and often times there is actual piss and shit involved. Adult services does nothing because shes fairly okay at appearing put together. Not fully, but not enough to warrant anything. Its become worse now that shes older.

Anyway she had briefly stayed in my home. I have to rent a dumpster to clear out the mountain of her hoard and replace the floors in her room. But her friend came to get her stuff and then had the audacity to say " she doesnt want any of this its garbage and its filthy. Where did you keep this?"

I'm extremely distraught i guess. I have mental health issues of my own and messes really fuck me up. I will sit there spending hours scrubbing the floors with a drill attachment kind of clean because I am afraid of people getting sick. I know this person doesn't know this but it is such a slap in the face on top of it all. My mother destroyed that room. It happens so quickly too. She stayed with my sibling for a month and brought in so much garbage they needed to rent a dumpster. I went in there there was trash stacked up to my waist.

My house is a mess from me looking everywhere for her belongings and finding pocket hoard piles of literal trash.