He cheated for the entire 2yrs we were together.

ok so Saturday morning I found out my Dom/Daddy was having several relationships across different platforms. he also talked to a hooker and was willing to pay her $80 while I was out of town with our son and he was home with my daughter. he wants to work this out but honestly I don’t know what I want. he is seeking help for porn addiction and alcohol addiction. I tell him every time he talks about getting help with his mental health that is no excuse. i told him to win me back somehow. currently it feels like love bombing. he’s touching me he is trying to sex please m. he says he has e d. and that’s why we haven’t had sex in 1.5yr. then all of a sudden like a couple days he’s able to get it up to have sex with me. he’s doing everything I have asked him to do. but I don’t know what to do. im scared of him slipping up and doing it again. he was cheating while at work. he is 57m and I’m 40f. I do think I love him but idk if I can handle always being worried. anyone else been through this and what should I do.