Dinner tonight is Taco Bell , I wanted to try their cinnamon twists and safe to say , I won’t be ordering them again 

Hey , im 18 and I’ve recently moved to a new city after being raised in Dubai my whole life. This “new” city is my native city so we have a house here but I’ve never stayed put for more than 2 weeks. Now I’ve finished high school and am pursuing a career in aviation. That’s all the context needed rn

Anyway , I’ve been feeling very depressed because I’m very alone and there’s literally nothing to do in this new city. I see all my friends going out to clubs and having a great time with their new friends while I’m here sitting alone in my misery at home. Idk if I’ll even enjoy clubbing and getting drunk every weekend but I want the opportunity to at least experience that once and decide for myself. It seems like everyone else is living it up and I’m here sitting alone. All I do is study until I physically can’t anymore. Idk what to do rn and I’m lowk regretting not joining a college cause I would’ve been exposed to a new group of people  in my dorm house.

Everyone tells me that once I land a job as a pilot my life will be set and I’ll be able to have fun at that time but I’m spiraling thinking about all this time that I’m missing out on making memories and having good experiences with my friends 

I hate my fucking life