Was it SA?

I’m a F(16) and she also is a F(16) at the time that happened it was in middle school.
I feel conflicted about it because I had a crush on this girl and I really liked her, we were so close people thought we were dating. But she didn’t reciprocate my feelings.
I’m asking because this seems to linger with me until now, our relationship was kinda intense and we were both very mentally unwell.
She did multiple things like touch my breasts and thighs, it wasn’t anything big because she did that most of the time but it made me feel kinda ashamed. Also she once pinched my nipples out of nowhere and I was pained and she just brushed it off and that felt humiliating as well. And she once tried to insert or poke her fingers in me from the back but I was wearing my clothes so no actual contact was made but that made me uncomfortable and I even tried to wiggle away because we were hugging. She once kinda held my hands away from me and I couldn’t move it and she got close to me as if she wanted to kiss me, I couldn’t move my hands or push her away but I had a loud reaction so she just laughed and let me go. I also didn’t say anything about that and I don’t know if I’m dramatic or anything because I had a huge crush on her and I never spoke up about it. I accepted it because I wanted anything from her, it didn’t matter to me if it was love or something else because I was desperate for some care and attention. I’m very confused and I feel like I’m just making a big deal out of it because I know that this is nothing compared to actually SA stories. (Sorry about my writing, English is not my first language)