I cannot stop thinking about you when I do.

I don't know how you can be so obsessed with someone you don't even know. Just because they're so attractive.

But yet, here I am. Thinking about you a whole lot more than I should be. And yes, I've had bigger obsessions in the past.

But this one doesn't make sense. Because I don't even know who you are. I don't even know what your voice sounds like.

We didn't ever interact since I've entered high school. Only thing is that one time you smiled at me and I'll probably remember that for the rest of my life.

And for some reason we always have to cross paths in the goddamn hallways.

I thought seeing you kiss another girl would make all of this less worse. And that I would just assume you're a lesbian and move on.

But no, it just bringed me more questions. Because I know some girls are comfortable kissing their friends.

So now I'm just left with more questions. And I don't even know what your orientation is.

And honestly I do want to get to know you, but I just find it intimidating to approach you because of how gorgeous you are.

And everytime we make eye contact, it seems to tell a different story. Because those eyes seem sweet and welcoming and it doesn't make me think you're intimidating.

But I'm still too scared. And the age gap makes it harder to have good opportunities.

Maybe I'll approach you one day maybe I never will

Maybe if I don't, I will regret it for years or even decades. And in fact, I probably will.

Maybe one day when we're both older and into the adult life, we will randomly meet somewhere not related to school.

But whatever happens, I hope you have a great life. You're way too out of my league anyways.