I will die alone because I’m disabled

Title really says it all. I have muscular dystrophy and a few other miscellaneous disabilities, it affects my muscle growth and strength. I’ve come to the unfortunate conclusion that I will die alone because of this. I am incredibly skinny, to be exact, I am 85lbs and 5’9. All I want is to be normal and given the same chance as everyone else. I fret that nobody will ever love me because of this appearance I have. I just want to feel the same emotions as others and have that one true love. I hate pitying myself over this because everyone tells me that I will eventually find someone. I do not believe them though. I really just want this to end.

(reposted cuz it got removed)