I feel like I've been left for dead

For years, i have connected with my spirit team, and they've helped me through a lot of things. Now that i need them again, it feels like they've abandoned me.

I have been searching for a job for months. I have been doing all of the mundane prep and work, making sigils and spellwork, praying to my spirit team for help, giving offerings, and thanking them every night (including for helping even if i don't notice it).

At first, they seemed to help bring in interviews. Recruiters/hiring managers seemed to like me. But all of them ghosted me without warning, and now I'm receiving rejections left and right.

When i ask for guidance for where else i should look or what i should prepare, now I hear nothing. Even tarot pulls don't help. After crying and pleading, i heard from who I believe to be Odin saying "I'm not here for your personal matters."

So yeah. Apparently me needing a roof over my head and food is a petty issue that doesn't matter. He provided input on my emotional issues and relationship stuff and protection techniques, so i have no idea why he went out of his way to say that he doesn't care about this.