21f Looking for a genuine connection

Hii, I used to have lots of friends in elementary school and then middle school hit and my best friend ditched me so I made other friends, they moved away I went to high school, covid hit, my mom passed and my other best friend didn’t wanna be friends anymore cuz I was angry all the time (I wasn’t) so all and all I havent had an actual friend since I was like 14, I was in my “I don’t need anyone else” era and honestly I still am. legitimately didn’t realize other people went to other people for help rather then just breaking down and ignoring the issue.

A bit more surface level about me, I’m neurodivergent and mostly looking for other neurodivergent peeps, honestly if you’ve had a rough childhood we’d probably get along. I love to be creative and just making things, reading, fantasy manga mostly, I love nature, literally don’t like sci fi stuff cuz of the lack of nature, if I could live in the middle of the woods, I woulds lol

If you’ve gotten this far tell me a bit about yourself! Or what drew you into my post, Be genuine, I really only have the capacity to chat with one person at a time so I’m sorry if I don’t get back to you right away