Did any of you have discontinuation problems a month out? Still suicidal don’t know how much longer I can hold on

30 days since quitting 900mgs a day taken daily roughly 4 months. Still have temperature issues, feel hotter than normal. Still have pulsating in neck. My upper gi still burns all night even sleeping in a recliner. I know I keep posting but this is the only place I know to ask are problems this far out normal? Can anyone relate? Please, I just need some hope it will get better.