27 [M4A] sub looking for text based extreme mental play

The idea is something like being hypnotically bullied into impotence through noncon mental abuse. I’m a masturbation addict and get hard far too often, I'm obsessed with the idea of frantically tugging on my cock while horny and unable to get hard, the shame, humiliation and confusion. Whether through making me believe I am physically impotent or somehow breaking me inside with your hypnotic prowess and physically crippling me as a man, rendering me flaccid for the rest of my life.

I leak a lot maybe we could use consuming that as a sort of submission ritual, compelling me to sink further into your control. I’m fascinated with the idea of eating cum but never follow through. Could you make me addicted? I love any and all kinds of mental play so please message me and mess with my head as much as you like. My old trigger "eclipse" hasn't been used for some time, should we see if it still works?

Limits are bathroom and public stuff.