I am in serious problems my friends say all time...

Well, I never really enjoyed drugs. It was a way to help me after a toxic relationship /s

Every month I get paid for doing nothing, just for breathing: €950 x 14 payments + €320 x 12 payments.

I'm buying a lot of needles, and I learn more every time a shot hurts me, I don't know how. After going through cancer, losing a testicle, and getting through chemotherapy, I'm left destroyed by a bitch again... My friends stopped me from reusing needles (with my own blood in them), and each needle here costs €0.50. I try to keep my hygiene as high as possible, NEVER OUTSIDE or ALONE. But I never make it to the end of the month... It hurts me to lie to my family, because money keeps disappearing, but it's not the cocaine, it's the needle. Sometimes I've diluted the coke so much that it was just water.

I only want feel that needle inside again and again...

Diagnoses: ASD. ADHD. Giftedness.