47 [M4A] #NYC Married straight guy looking to share worn panties and JO for the first time

I'm married and straight, but have been curious about the idea of jerking off with another guy. My sex life is in a rut and I'm bored of just stroking by myself, so thought this could be fun to try. I'm going to be nervous, and discretion is important. I cannot host. I'm white, clean, professional, in decent shape though a bit of a dad bod.

I'd love to get together, maybe watch some porn, maybe talk about our partners and our sex lives, what we wish we had, share intimate details and get turned on and stroke. I'd probably be most comfortable with another guy in a serious straight relationship. If we were both comfortable with the situation, maybe touch each other.

I like stroking with worn panties, smelling them, stroking with them, cumming in them. If you do also, and we shared worn panties, that would be ideal.

I'm interested in this experience, not in your dick, and the best fit is going to be someone with the same mindset. So if you're just going to write and say "show me your dick", save yourself the trouble. If you're going to just write one sentence, some "what's up bud?" bullshit, save yourself the trouble.

If you're going to respond, tell me about yourself, what your situation is, what you are looking for, why you responded to this.