How did u know you’re an arcturian

On September 19, 2026, I had an experience that completely changed the way I see myself and existence. During an LSD experience, while looking toward the sea at around 11:30 PM, I closed my eyes and started seeing incredibly detailed and strange geometric patterns. At one point, those patterns transformed into something resembling a phoenix, glowing with golden, green, and deep blue colors.
During the experience, something else happened that felt extremely powerful to me: suddenly, a bright white light hit my eyes, and I had a very strong feeling that this light was coming from the direction of the planet/star Arcturus. It didn’t feel like I was simply seeing a light—I felt as if it had a specific source coming from the sky, and that feeling stayed deeply with me.
I also felt a strange pressure between my thighs. Later, I noticed that Arcturus appears on the map of the constellation Boötes in the area that roughly corresponds to between the legs of the figure represented by the constellation. That coincidence caught my attention deeply and made me wonder whether it could have some spiritual meaning for me.
After that, I started researching Arcturians and the Starseed concept, and I found myself strongly resonating with some of the spiritual descriptions associated with Arcturian energy—especially the desire to understand consciousness, question the nature of reality, and discover who I truly am beyond the identity I learned from society.
I’m not saying that this experience scientifically proves that I’m an Arcturian. But for me, it was an incredibly deep personal experience, and one of the moments that made me seriously question consciousness, the universe, and my own spiritual origin.