I really hate my mother that always take my sister side everyday if I nothing to do her.

I'm 20, female and from the Philippines I just walked to the kitchen and my mother saw me. Telling me about my sister that I have nothing to do with her. About her health and start to blame me that I have nothing to do with her as her older sister. I just walk to the kitchen and get snacks but quickly blame me.

My family always blames me. But they don't know about my mental health either. I hid it for 4 years and act I'm okay. But then they saw my sister about her health and not me that I have worse all. I never talk to people about my mental health. I really hate my mother look at me and blame me.