I(female) have a career, side hustle and even a good life but still feel poor.

Female 23 , this sounds like a brat talking but im an absolute sweetheart, I love the simplicity of life. I have done everything in my power to make as much as I could but seems like life always gets back to me.... I have been very grateful to own lands, 2 businesses, boat, cars, etc.... but still feels like I am poor... is this a mental trauma or a vivid dream? Im so confused with myself that recently, I have planned to sell my business and move to a new country with a new start where I starve and work hard for everything I earn. Please be kind, I want to know... what should I do next?