I don’t even know at this point

Watched Dr.Messer entire playlist for Sec+ and read a large bit of the CompTIA Sec+ Study Guide by Mike Chapple & David Seidl and I can’t say for certain im retaining the way I should be. Studying for this has been different than studying in the past and I don’t know why. I honestly feel like studying for the navy advancement exam was going a lot better (some of you may understand that struggle). At this point I don’t even know what to do I have the test scheduled for 09/28 but I don’t think I’m ready or else that what I keep telling myself (I’ve rescheduled 3 times already out of complete fear that I won’t pass) fortunately and unfortunately I just have to have the test taken past or fail by 10/26 so yeah.

As you can tell this was less of a question and more of a much needed rant/vent. I don’t have anyone to vent this too that would understand lol.