creating a safe space for myself

hi guys, i am f(24) and my boyfriend is 23 we found out a couple of days ago I was pregnant and we got the process done pretty quickly. i was able to get a medication abortion and was really nervous, my boyfriend kept telling me “it’s just cells” which is true. when we got home i was fine but eventually he started kissing me and wanted to have intercourse not even hours after I took the first pill. In the moment I thought nothing of it but now with the lack of support or just even checking in on me i feel disgusted with him and myself. i really don’t have his physical support right now but how do I support myself through this? it’s starting to feel really hurt my mental and emotional well being now.